Life is full of opportunities – Missed opportunities, lost opportunities, golden opportunities, opportunities we would wait a lifetime for. And, then there are opportunities we are shit scared of, but, we have to embrace anyway, because we have big dreams and we want to make those dreams come true. An opportunity to move in to an unknown city I have only heard stories about. Yes, I am excited, but at the same time I am fearful.
I stared at my laptop screen for a while, I trembled a little. I don’t know how to start with it; I don’t know how to react. The only thing running on my mind right now is a fact that even though it is for 2 months, I have to say Goodbye to Mumbai, to my family, to my friends, to the life I have lived since the day I was born and brought up in Mumbai. Not that this is the first time I will be away from my beloved city, but this seems to be the longest period I will be staying away.
A question just came up in my mind – Why would I miss Mumbai? It is not like I travel around the city every day, or go partying or to Marine Drive every weekend but yet I will miss everything about this City. From the crowded local trains to the bad traffic, from our staple food Vada Pav to the roadside Chai… The familiarity, the comfort, the sense of belonging. And, last but not the least, the inexpressible feeling of love and passion I might never feel for any other city.
One of the things that make Mumbai special is the security one feels while moving around the city. One can travel across Mumbai at anytime, and yet feel safe and secure. Having stayed in the same town of Mumbai all my life, I will really miss taking long walks in my locality. It might just sound funny but yes, it is almost impossible to walk around in this city without bumping into someone you know.
Anyway, I leave for Delhi in a day. New city, new people and new surroundings. Yes, I am excited but still nothing would be the same because it won’t be Mumbai.
A wise person had once said, “Life is too long to fall in love only once, you just have to be ready to be swept off your feet again.” So here I come Delhi, leaving behind my comfort zone, my friends, my family and the city of dreams. All I expect from this city is to support me and make me feel that the opportunity I have grabbed is worth the sacrifices.